&%@!$&

Reality is suck.
am sick of it.
I hate the fact that i'm not beautiful.
I hate the fact that i'm not clever.
I hate all the fact about me.
Well...it's not that i'm not grateful to The Almighty God but it's just i want more.

Maybe i'm wishing too much.
I'm expecting something that i know i would never had.

Life is so much easier when i just can set my own life by myself.

i'm under pressure now.
there are a ton of shits in my mind.
i just can't get those out.
i need someone's help.

should i call 911?